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Bleeding.. by hectichailey6969, literature

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Bleeding..

I've been stabbed. My heart has been ripped out. Stomped on. Torn to shreds. There's nothing left of it. But the hole where it used to be. I am now bleeding internally. I can feel the blood filling up my body cavity. Fighting for my life. To survive. But for what? To live in this world..? In this horrible world? Where peace is brought on my war? I think not. It's time to sleep. Sleep forever. Now is that time. Goodnight my friends. I'll see you in the after life.

I Give.. by hectichailey6969, literature

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I Give..

You have taken every little thing that i had left of my being, And thrown it away. I can't believe that i actually aloud myself to trust, In the meaningless words that came out of your mouth. I should have caught on to all the signals and signs, That came my way. But you had this way of making me disregard them, And just "go with the flow." Well i'm done. No more. It's time I take charge. You no longer have what's left of my heart. You are no longer the person i go to for protection, To keep away the pain. I will do that for myself. I have no tears to cry for you. Because you aren't worth them. You aren't worth anything.....

TellMeTheTruthRatherThanLies by hectichailey6969, literature

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TellMeTheTruthRatherThanLies

Don't just TELL me what you think i want to hear. Because believe me, You don't know ME well enough to know what i want. The thing is, I cant stand THE person you're turning out to be. Yeah, the TRUTH hurts, but what's new? Be yourself, RATHER THAN the person your fake ass friends want you to be. In the end, no matter if you tell me the truth or you fill my head up with LIES, the pain is all the same.

Revenge. by hectichailey6969, literature

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Revenge.

Revenge is the color of the midnight sky on All Hallows Eve. The bittersweet taste is worse than the sourest lemon, But at the same time as sweet as a ripe peach. Its cold lifeless body, pushing down on you, As you are being buried alive in a world meant to be peaceful. You hear its sinister cries through the still of the night. It smells of a room full of lethal gas, With no windows for it to escape. It can kill, destroy, and conquer right before your eyes.

What am I? by hectichailey6969, literature

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What am I?

I have no face You cant see me, but somehow you know im there. You feel my presence. Im all around you, In your friends, your so called "perfect" family, and probably even you. I can cause you to lie, cheat, steal, and sometimes kill. I know no limits, I will not stop until I ruin self esteem, destroy marriages, and take lives. Parents say "Oh its just a phase. They'll grow out of it, growing up is hard you know." But you see, they're dead wrong. Once you play with me, and step foot in my house, You'll be lost. Forever in my grasp. When I get a hold of your life, You'll do WHATEVER I please. IM THE PUPPET MASTER NOW!! I

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Bleeding.. by hectichailey6969, literature

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TellMeTheTruthRatherThanLies by hectichailey6969, literature

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Revenge. by hectichailey6969, literature

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Revenge.

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Day 23- Your last kiss by dolfinrider07, literature

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Day 23- Your last kiss

Well well well. Fancy speaking to you. I wasn't planning on it, you know, but these things have a way to come around and bite you when you're not paying attention. I'm not sure what part's sadder, the fact that I had to think about it, or the fact that it was you. Neither is a good sign, I guess, but that's my life for you. Full of mistakes and wrong turns, just like you. It's okay, you can take solace in the fact that you weren't the only one, and that you probably won't be the last… I have a problem with accepting who I am, so why wouldn't I just settle for any guy that shows an interest, rather than looking for the one that would act

Falling in Love by dolfinrider07, literature

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Falling in Love

I feel you all around me, I can't take this any longer. I need to tell you how I feel. I know we said we wouldn't. I know you said you couldn't, But just in case you've changed your mind… …. I'm falling for you, Even though I said I wouldn't. I'm falling for you faster every day. I'm falling, falling hard for you. Even though I said we'd just be friends, Every touch of your hand, Every whisper of your voice, Every glance in my direction, Shoots straight through me. Every time you listen, Every time you smile at me, Every time you walk by, I'm falling, falling faster for you. I know this isn't right, I know I'm cr

I'm Sorry by dolfinrider07, literature

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I'm Sorry

I'M SORRY Nothing. There's nothing you can say to make me not upset with you. There's no way for you to take back that hurtful comment and "I'm sorry" means nothing to me. People say they're sorry for everything, but how often do they mean it? How often do the words come out of our mouths because we don't know what to say rather than because we truly feel the emotion of sorrow? I'm done with accepting this pathetic excuse, one of Society's greatest. I refuse to forgive your ignorance simply because you spew these words you think I want to hear. You've gotten away with using them in the past, with other people. Why should this time w

Day 30- reflection in a mirror by dolfinrider07, literature

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Day 30- reflection in a mirror

Dear Reflection, How can you not start off a letter to yourself without first mentioning how stupid you feel doing this? Even if it is part of a challenge, and even if you're trying to beat your more perfect older sister for once, it still feels pretty stupid to lie here on your bed, stare into a mirror, and try and write something to yourself. Flaws. One small word made up of five letters, but when you're staring at yourself in the mirror, it's the first thing you see. Sometimes, it's the only thing you can see even when you know better. Even when your friends tell you how attractive you are, you can't believe any of them because it's n

Understatement by coadyclarke, literature

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Understatement

You are Amazing. Your Eyes Entrance Me, To a point of enchantment. Dragging me deeper and deeper into your hold. Your Smile is phenomenal! It lifts me off my feet, Making me smile myself. Pure Happiness. Your Smile is an amazing tool, Utilize it. Your Skin Is Flawless. Smooth as the Northern lights. Heating me up, Turning my body into a sea of flames. Your touch is my addiction, remedy and enslavement. Your Feelings Are Mystic. Intrigue me with great interest. Pulling me to you. I want to know every one you have. Your Mind is Unique! Its like no other. Better than any other

Abstract Art by coadyclarke, literature

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Abstract Art

Shattered Hearts and broken bonds never do make a portrait clear. I paint my mind with thoughts of you every single second, seamlessly wasting my time away. Thoughts never did bring you here. Preying with instinct for your open heart. Your shimmering body, chaotic mind, sweet love congressing together, Your nothing short of a masterpiece. A timeless classic read over time and time again. Not the piece that you look at once and toss aside. Read, viewed, felt, over and over again. Never giving the same reactions. Laughter. Sorrow. Rejection. Redemption. Loss. Happiness. Shame. Pompous. Bliss. Giddy. I envy you. Not for what

To Say The Least by coadyclarke, literature

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To Say The Least

Tiptoe Silently Through Darkening Dreams. My Dreams. Where I once took comfort. Lodged between a world half mine half yours. The sanctum for the wholes. When Dawn hast not broken I relived the memories That We Made. Tranquil were the thoughts of you . As I Pressed the images upon my eyes. Every word you said trickled up my spine and finally kissed my vacant lips. All my feelings you possessed in your hands alone and passed them freely to me. Your presence stands a cloudy blur between me and the future. And I keep falling over and over. Just missing the grasp of sanity. Of Moving Ahead. The

Self Control by Kabudragon, literature

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Self Control

"Release Me!" He screamed, his teeth bared in rage His eyes hot and burning, seeing only his cage His master just smiled, and chidingly said "I cannot, my treasure," and stroked gently his head. "You are too dangerous, your thoughts unwise" And gazed down lovingly into hate filled eyes. "Don't Touch Me!" He shrieked, staggered back, lashing out. His hand-tendons bulging, defining his shout. His master just smiled, now soothing his tone "I will, my child, for you are my own" "My favorite, my dearest, my pride and my joy" And watched, with amusement, the plight of his toy. "Just Kill Me!" He sobbed, a tear-sweetened demand His k

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hectichailey6969

Jul 3, 2010

I aloud you to destroy me...

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Obviously it was my fault that all this happen....Because you're not the first guy or girl to do this to me, and you know that! I gave you everything i had, It may not have been much to you...But to me, to me it was! As much as i know i need to let you go and move on, i cant. I can't force myself to love anyone as much as i loved you and still love you. I can't even look at another guy without comparing him to you. Or be around another guy without thinking to myself "that's not the way You would have done it." I just don't understand why you did this.....? Why you threw everything, every amazing thing we had, away.....? Why you just didn't t

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hectichailey6969

Jun 27, 2010

Just a Thought...

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Wondering if it will ever be the same.Will we ever be happy again? Or were we put on this earth just to take whats handed to us, with no choice, and no way to change it. And just suffer? Do any of us really have a "purpose" on this earth? Do we just do what we think our "purpose" is. Is there some little voice that tells us when we find this so called "purpose"? Or do we have to figure it out for ourselves...? Does anyone really know the true meaning of "being happy"? Or is it just a figment of our imaginations. Just us thinking that we are happy and loving life? When in reality, we are really just suffering and don't know it? Are we just en